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*HUGS* TOTAL! give ikKINNIKki more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
wag kayo magalala.. mabango ako..
amoy baby.. baby na nagwiwi sa diaper.. lolz..
16 blew me a bubble
palimos nang yakap.. POSTED AT 07:50 PM as a stickied post
amoy baby.. baby na nagwiwi sa diaper.. lolz.. 16 blew me a bubble
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Drug name Indication Contraindication Administration Drug Interaction Adverse Reaction Nursing Consideration POSTED AT 11:29 AM AMPICILLIN SODIUM Treatment of infections caused by susceptible strains of shigella, salmonella, E.coli, H. influenzae, Proteus mirabilis, N. gonorrhoeae, enterococci. Hypersensitivity. Systemic infection, UTI Adults: 1-4gm PO daily; 2-12gm IM or IV daily, given q6h. Children: 50-100mg/kg PO daily, given q6h; 100-200mg/kg IM or IV daily, given q6h. Meningitis Adults: 8-14gm IV daily for 3 days, then IM q3-4h. Children: 300mg/kg IV daily for 3 days, then IM q4h. Uncomplicated gonorrhea Adults: 3gm PO with probenecid As Amoxicillin As Amoxicillin, and convulsion with rapid IV. After reconstitution for IM or direct IV use, solution retains their potency for 1 hr. Change IV site every 48 hours. When given orally, drug may cause GI disturbances. Food may interfere with absorption, so give 1-2 hrs AC or 2-3 hrs PC. When giving IV mix with 5% G/W or N/S, don't mix with other drugs or solutions; they might be incompatible. Drug name Indication Contraindication Administration Drug Interaction Adverse Reaction Nursing Consideration CEFAZOLIN SODIUM 1st generation; for E.coli, Enterobacteriaceae, Hemophilus influenzae, Klebsiella, Proteus mirabilis, Staphylococcus aureus, Streptococcus pneumoniae, and group A beta-hemolytic Streptococci; and perioperative prophylaxis. Hypersensitivity. Adults: 250mg I.M. or I.V. q8h to 1gm q6h maximum: 12gm/day in life- threatening situations. Children over 1 month: 8-16mg/kg IM or IV q8h, or 6-12mg/kg q6h. At injection site-pain, indurations, sterile abscesses, drug fever, skin rash, abdominal cramps, elevation of SGOT, + Coombs' test, vomiting, Reconstituted cefazolin sodium is stable for 24 hours at room temperature or 96 hours under refrigeration. Drug name Indication Contraindication Administration Drug Interaction Adverse Reaction Nursing Consideration HYDROCORTISONE SUCCINATE As for cortisone. Acute adrenocortical insufficiency and severe status asthmaticus. As for cortisone. IM, IV or subcutaneous 100-500mg may be repeated q2-6hr (NOTE: Direct IV is the route of choice, each 500mg over 1 min.) As for cortisone. |
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POSTED AT 06:24 PM 2-7,5 cm by 0.8-2 cm by 0,5-3 mm and lives in the small intestine and occasionally in the colon and the pylorus attached to the mucosa. Light infection are usually asymptomatic, but heavily infected individuals may present abdominal pain, diarrhea, malabsorption, toxemia.
F.buski eggs are released in faeces unembryonated. The operculated eggs are oval with a thin shell, brown and measure 130-150 by 78-100 µm.
F.buski eggs are released in feces unembryonated. The operculated eggs are oval, brown and measure 130-150 by 78-100 µm.
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lyrics POSTED AT 11:54 AM Screaming Infidelities I'm missing your bed I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak, And this bottle of beast Is taking me home I'm cuddling close To blankets and sheets But you're not alone, and you're not discreet Make sure I know who's taking you home. I'm reading your note over again There's not a word that I comprehend, Except when you signed it "I will love you always and forever." Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs And sit alone and wonder How you're making out But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone Making out. I'm missing your laugh How did it break? And when did your eyes begin to look fake? I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending. I am alone In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home I'm missing your bed I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and This bottle of beast is taking me home. Your hair, it's everywhere. Screaming infidelities And taking its wear. [Repeat Four times] Rapid Hope Loss You called to say you wanted out. Well, I can't say I blame you now. Sometimes you've got to fall before you're found out. Well thanks for waiting this long to show yourself. Cause now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance. So much for all the promises you made, they served you well and now you're gone and they're wasted on me. So much for your endearing sense of charm, it served you well and now it's gone and you're wasted on me. You called to say you wanted out. Well, I can't say I blame you now. Sometimes you've got to fall before you're found out. Well thanks, thanks for waiting this long to show yourself, show yourself. Cause now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance. So much for all the promises you made, they served you well and now you're gone and they're wasted on me. So much for your endearing sense of charm, it served you well and now it's gone and you're wasted on me. I guess that all you've got is all you're gonna get, so much for, so much more I guess that all you've got is all you're gonna get, so much for, so much more Do what you must if that's what you wish, I can't be a pardon to this you have a sense that you were born with You'll find a way to make things right. I guess that all you've got is all you're gonna get. so much for, so much more I guess that all you've got is all you're gonna get. so much for, so much more I guess that all you've got is all you're gonna get. so much for, so much more Hands Down Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep, this air is blessed, you share with me. This night is wild, so calm and dull, these hearts they race, from self control. Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine, we're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all. My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelry, which ever you prefer. The words are hushed lets not get busted; just lay entwined here, undiscovered. Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions.. "hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb. Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear... so we can get some. My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelry, which ever you prefer. Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember, I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late and this walk that we shared together. The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it, and let you in. And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it, that you meant it, and I knew, that you meant it, that you meant it. The Best Deception I heard about your trip. I heard about your souvenirs. I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights, and the cool guys that you spent them with. Well I guess I should have heard of them from you. I guess I should have heard of them from you. Don't you see, don't you see, that the charade is over? And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you. So kiss me hard 'cause this will be the last time that I let you. You will be back someday and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service to keeping you away. I heard about your regrets. I heard that you were feeling sorry. I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us. Well I guess I should have heard of them from you. I guess I should have heard of them from you. I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers, I'll be all right when my hands get warm.Ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you'd never heard my voice. your calling too late too late to be gracious and you do not warrant long good-byes. You're calling too late Saint and Sailor This is where I say I've had enough and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now. A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises and I don't believe that I'm getting any better. Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and I'm thinking awful things and I'm pretty sure that few would notice. And this apartment is starving for an argument. Anything at all to break the silence. Wandering the house like I've never wanted out and this is about as social as I get now. And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you 'cause they would never do, I would never do. So don't be a liar, don't say that "everything's working" when everything's broken. And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the joke's on me. This Ruined Puzzle This ruined puzzle is beige with the pieces all face down so the placing goes slowly. The pictures of anything other than it's meant to be. But the hours they creep, the patterns repeat. Don't be concerned, you know I'll be fine on my own. I never said "don't go". I've written a note, it's pressed between pages that you've marked to find your way back. It says "Does he ever get the girl?" But what if the pages stay pressed, the chapters unfinished, the stories too dull to unfold? Does he ever get the girl? This basement's a coffin I'm buried alive. I'll die in here just to be safe. I'll die in here just to be safe. 'Cause you're gone I get nothing and you're off with barely a sigh. I never said "Good-bye" Does he ever get the girl? Am I Missing sharp disaster in a fresh new coma was it worth it when it was over proving yourself right you'd make the biggest noise well.. i'd lock my hands behind my head i'd cover my heart and hit the deck i'd brace myself for the impact if i were you (its a long way) is there anything (for an answer) worth looking for (is there any news) worth loving for (is there any word) worth lying for (is there trauma) is there anything (or a struggle) worth waiting for (am i missing) worth living for (was the body found) worth dying for So Beautiful I heard that you were home again, but you don't look like your back to me With your focuses changing your gaze is transfixed on a point that I can't often see You've got your new ties, i've got my old knots, you've got your inside lines But your never happy with what you've got Careful now, you're so beautiful when you've convinced yourself that no one else is quite as beautiful I heard that you were living well, but you don't look like your living to me though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone watching can see You've got them all convinced, but I know it so well that you can list your friends, but you can't count on them Hold it now you've got everyone convinced that your alright when no one else is quite as vulnerable as soon as you got it you want something else it's not the sale that you love, its the sell it's not the price that's going to cost you it's just the weight that's going to bring you down, down, down, down it's going to bring you down, down, down, down, down hold it now you've got everyone convinced that your alright when no one else is quite as vulnerable careful now your so beautiful, when you've convinced yourself no one else is quite as beautiful as soon as you got it you want something else it's not the sale that you love, its the sell it's not the price that's going to cost you it's just the weight that's going to bring you down, down, down, down it's going to bring you down, down, down, down, down as soon as you got it you want something else it's not the sale that you love, its the sell it's not the price that's going to cost you it's just the weight that's going to bring you down This Bitter Pill Walking away. It's not the same as running. Is it to you know that you've run in this ground. And you say take this. This medicine is just what you deserve. Swallow, choke, and die. And this bitter pill is leaving you with such an angry mouth. One that's void of all discretion such an awful tearing sound. With it's measure only equal by the power of my stare glaring over you and over you this feeling of despair is never wearing out. It's wearing off and it's leaving you with such a heavy heart and a head to match. The bottle is waiting the cap is twisted begging to be used and so are you. The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, and covered with a perfect shell, such a charming beautiful exterior. laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes perfect posture but you're barely scraping by but you're barely scraping by This is one time that you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all. And the grave that you refuse to leave the refuge that you've built to flee the places you have come to fear the most. is the place that you have come to fear the most Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself, and hidden in the public eye. Such a stellar monument to loneliness. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect makeup but you're barely scraping by. The Good Fight Consider the odds, consider the obvious. The martyr is meaningless, the campaign has died. In the planning stages and the fallen faces are the singular proof that it was ever alive. This purchased rebellion has been outdated, denounced and rescinded and left to die championless. I begged you not to go. I begged you, I pleaded. Claimed you as my only hope and watched the floor as you retreated. Hope has sprung a perfect dive a perfect day, a perfect lie. A slowly crafted monologue conceding your defeat. Does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight? Basking in your victory, hollow and alone to boast your bitter bragging rights to anyone who'll listen. While you're left with nothing tangible to gain. The Brilliant Dance So this is odd, the painful realization that has all gone wrong. And nobody cares at all, and nobody cares at all. So you buried all your lover's clothes and burned the letters lover wrote, but it doesn't make it any better. Does it make it any better? And the plaster dented from your fist in the hall where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade. So this is strange, our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all, where nobody leads at all. And the picture frames are facing down and the ringing from this empty sound is deafening and keeping you from sleep. And breathing is a foreign task and thinking's just too much to ask and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights. This is incredible. Starving, insatiable, yes, this is love for the first time. Well you'd like to think that you were invincible. Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time? Well this is the last time. Standard Lines Which of the bold faced lies will we use? I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it, this will be the best for us both in the end. But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve for you. But this new diet's liquid and dulling to the senses. And it's crude but it will do. Which of the standard lines will we use? I've been meaning to call you. I've just been so busy. We'll catch up soon. Let's make it a point to. Several Ways To Die Trying Pacific Sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here. And the night can freeze, before you set it on fire. And our flares go unnoticed. Diminished, faded just as soon as they are fired. We are, we are, intrigued. We are, we are, invisible. Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you. But all our fears fall on deaf ears. Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light. And blinding our hearts with their shining lies, while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live. Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying, and the climb can kill you long before the fall. And our trails go unmarked and unmapped and covered just as soon as they are crossed. We are, we are, intriguing. We are, we are, desirable. Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you. But all our fears fall on deaf ears. Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light. And blinding our hearts with their shining lies, while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live. Morning Calls Morning calls for pain relief A line above the step beneath The worst that you could do And the best that you could hope for Is hardly the best Tepid water chase the pills With turpentine and chamomile And don't get cheap with the wine You need to be up all of the time Shield your eyes, conceal your lies. Don't blink, everyone's watching. They'll think you're up to something. They need for you to be everything that they cannot be themselves. If You Can’t Leave It Be, Might As Well Make It Bleed What you found sure upset you, You never say coming did you? It's easy to be surprised with both your eyes sewn closed. Handled with great precision, another faultless exhibition, a willing cadavar. scalpled, sutured, made whole again. These cuts are leaving creasees Trace teh scars to fit the pieces to tell your story you dont need to say a word so call off yhr calvery you cant save a wretched like me 'clean this with kerosene if you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed scalpled, sutured, made whole again. Your wires are frayed, can't fire right you look better when out of sight you were nit made to stand and fight theres something better wrong with you Your pulse is anemic, your tired of teh fire you're bruising too easily and falling behind and no one is waiting for you and no one is waiting for you So call off the quarentine you can't save the rest from me clean this with erosebe if you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed scalpled, sutured, made whole again. Your wires are frayed, can't fire right you look better when out of sight you were nit made to stand and fight theres something better wrong with you and no one is waiting for you and no one is waiting for you Hey Girl Hey girl, you’ve got a smart way about you that makes me wish that that I was smart enough for you. Hey girl, you’ve got a fine laugh, and I think that I could get used to that. And you’re already used to laughing at me. So what if your friends think I’m crazy, well I wasn’t trying to impress those girls anyway. They’re all theory, no action, and where I’m from we live like it’s the latest attraction. Hey girl, you’ve got a short fuse, and I’ve got designs on lighting you up, and setting you off, and watching you burn for me. The world lives for the weekend Well, I'll watch as my weeks bleed right into them Without a line to divide what is theirs and what is mine So what if your friends think I’m crazy, well I wasn’t trying to impress those girls anyway. They’re all theory, no action, and where I’m from we live like it’s the latest attraction. And go on, go on, your cruel intentions Won't solve your problems, everyone’s gotta get bottom bottomed out in the long run and those are the times you need love. Ghost Of A Good Thing I guess it's luck, but it's the same Hard luck, you've been trying to tame Maybe it's love, but it's like you said, 'Love is like a role that we play.' But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say But, I believe in you so much I could die from the words that you say But, you're chasin' the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It's getting away from you again While you're chasin' ghosts I guess it's luck, but it's the same Hard luck, you've been trying to tame Maybe it's love, but it's like you said, 'Love is like a role that we play.' But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say But, I believe in you so much I could die from the words that you say But, you're chasin' the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It's getting away from you again While you're chasin' ghosts Just bend the pieces til they fit Like they were made for it But, they weren't meant for this No, they weren't meant for this Just bend the pieces til they fit Like they were made for it But, they weren't meant for this Chasin' the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It's getting away, away, away, away from you again Chasin' the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It's getting away from you again While you're chasin' ghosts Carve Your Heart Out Carve your heart out yourself Hopelessness is your cell Since you've drawn out these lines Are you protected from trying times? Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all Oh look now, there you go with hope again Oh, you're so sure I'll be leaving in the end Dig a ditch deep enough To keep you clear of the sun You've been burned more than once You don't think much of trust Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all Oh look now, there you go with hope again But I'll be sure your secret is safe with me Oh, you're so sure I'll be leaving in the end Treating me like I'm already gone But I'm not, I will stay where you are always I will stay, I will stay, I will stay (all of now) [repeat to fade out] Bend and Not Break I catalog these steps now Decisive and intentioned precise and patterned specifically to yours. I'm talented at breathing Especially exhaling So that my chest will rise and fall with yours I'm careful not to wake you Fearing conversation It's better just to hold you And keep you pacified I'm talented with reason I cover all the angles I can fail before I ever try Try to understand there's an old mistake that fools will make And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break) Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break) I am fairly agile I can bend and not break Or I can break and take it with a smile And I am so resilient I recover quickly I'll convince you soon that I am fine Try to understand there's and old mistake that fools will make And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away Wont you hold me now (I will not bend I will not break) Wont you hold me now Just hold me close to you, just hold me close to you Just hold me close to you, just hold me close to you, to you And try to understand there's and old mistake that fools will make And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away So wont you hold me now? Wont you hold me now? Now, now, now, now, now As Lovers Go She said "I've gotta be honest, You're wasting your time if you're fishing round here." And I said "you must be mistaken, Cause I'm not fooling...this feeling is real" She said "you've gotta be crazy, What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark? "No, you've got wits, you've got looks, You've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong." All wrong. All wrong. But you got me... I'll be true, I'll be useful... I'll be cavalier...I'll be yours my dear. And I'll belong to you... If you'll just let me through. This is easy as lovers go, So don't complicate it by hesitating. And this is wonderful as loving goes, This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting? And I said "I've gotta be honest I've been waiting for you all my life." For so long I thought I was asylum bound, But just seeing you makes me think twice. And being with you here makes me sane, I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side. You've got wits, you've got looks, You've got passion, but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight? Tonight. Tonight. But you've got me... I'll be true, I'll be useful... I'll be cavalier...I'll be yours my dear. And I'll belong to you... If you'll just let me through. This is easy as lovers go, So don't complicate it by hesitating. And this is wonderful as loving goes, This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting? This is easy as lovers go, So don't complicate it by hesitating. And this is wonderful as loving goes, This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting? And this is easy as lovers go, So don't complicate it by hesitating. And this is wonderful as loving goes, This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting? Again I Go Unnoticed So quiet another wasted night, the television steals the conversation exhale, another wasted breath, again it goes unnoticed. Please tell me you're just feeling tired cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break out of touch, out of time. Please send me anything but signals that are mixed cause I can't read your rolling eyes out of touch, are we out of time? Close lipped another goodnight kiss is robbed of all it's passion, your grip another time, is slack it leaves me feeling empty. I'll wait until tomorrow maybe you'll feel better then maybe we'll be better then so what's another day when I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you this mood of yours is temporary it seems worth the wait to see your smile again out of the corner of your eye won't be the only way you'll look at me then. |
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senses fail: let it enfold you POSTED AT 11:27 AM Tie Her Down So love me gently with a chainsaw, and take the glass against your wrists. You know I am your worst nightmare Oh how you love my bloody kiss. But its time to die (Your worth more dead) Tell me your fantasies I'll make you believe That I really care I'll look into your eyes, I'll tell you all my lies. As I take you slow. So love me gently with a chainsaw I'll leave you like your father did. I'll bite your lip, so fucking, so hard. And watch the innocence just drip. down your chest, and into my (mouth) Tell me your fantasies I'll make you believe That I really care I'll look into your eyes, I'll tell you all my lies. As I take you slow. So take your tears and go away So take your tears and go away A bitter ending from a slow decay. So take your tears and go away. And I'll sit here with a smile and a match. The lies, she cried, the heartache. The lies, she cried, the heartache. The lies, she cried, the heartache And your life, she cried. And the heartache. Lady In A Blue Dress Just like a lady in a blue dress, You've got cigarettes on your breath. Hair spray and some cheap perfume. I'll put a little sour in your sweet, You've got so much fucking tongue in cheek. You want what you could never have. You say that you want respect Well then you better get some for yourself. 'Cause all that I see right now, Is someone who's lost and insecure. So you say that I am rated X, You suffer from the lack of sex. Black heart and your lipstick smeared. Your points are trite and I'm too sober To deal with you running over Your same pathetic cliché lines. You say that you want respect Well then you better get some for yourself. 'Cause all that I see right now, Is someone who's lost and insecure. Don't try to be cute with me, 'Cause I know you hate yourself And you'd end your stupid life now But you're too spineless Just like a lady in a blue dress You've got cigarettes on your breath, Hair spray and some cheap perfume. You say that you want respect Well then you better get some for yourself. 'Cause all that I see right now, Is someone who's lost and insecure. You’re Cute When You Scream (Fuck with my heart) I'll teach you what it's like. (To be so used) That you'll have to clean. That dirt stuck in Your plastic finger nails. And just the scent of you is enough (To make me sick) And all I know is revenge is sweet when... You know that you are worthless And I am better than The games that you play princess. (I've played) and always win. (I'll take my time) To slowly plot your end. (But now I will) Spit bullets with my pen. And all I know is you're cute when you scream. You know that you are worthless And I am better than The games that you play princess. (I've played) and always win. I'll take you to the top, Of this building and just push you off. Run down the stairs so I can see your face As you hit the street, the street, the street, the street. You know that you are worthless And I am better than The games that you play princess. (I've played) and always win. (This time I win. So here's your kiss goodbye.) Buried A Lie Rest in peace girl, your death is such a shame The paper said a bullet got in your way But I smell foul play, possible poisoning I had to bring you in for questioning I went to your grave, dug up your body Brought it to my house, where you lay So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case For me... I headed downtown, to share what I had found It's not a suicide, it's a crime I have a witness, it's clearly evident There had to be someone else present At the time of death, poisons in stomach How could she pull it, if she's dead? So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case We need a scalpel now Under white lights you lay We've got to hurry up Before the flesh decays Away...away I'll catch the murderer And send him away I'll get the evidence From your last day Your last day... So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case We need a scalpel now Under white lights you lay We've got to hurry up Before the flesh decays Away...away.. Bite To Break Skin So let me take this medicine To quench my love for violent things My swan song will Be like a bullet laced in anger As the razor cuts a soft spot On your heel. (Each breath) is getting slower (This war) is getting harder To fight by myself (Sick waves) of bitter fashion, (Ripped down) the shield that I have Tears rain from above. Do you see? The life I lead? So follow me into the sun, And I will bleed, the poisons dry. These bayonet scars never cease To blind the light shed from the beast And all we do is hate. (Eyes shot) from constant visions. (Angels) are rendered useless Good has lost it's heart. Do you see? The life I lead? So follow me into the sun, And I will bleed, the poisons dry. For you [x2] (For you!) [x3] Bite to break skin, Don't give the secret, My stoic face, Beaten with passion The phoenix will die Inside the fire storm I am the son So follow my footsteps. [x2] Rum Is For Drinking, Not For Burning This captain goes down with the ship, "All hands on deck Stand hip to hip." I shout the orders, "Shoot to kill. Rum's not to burn, It's not to burn." And all my enemies, I want their eyes to see, Their captain walk the plank, Set fire to everything. Sail with me into the setting sun, The battle has been won but war has just begun. And as we float emotion starts to die. We need to find a way just to keep our desires alive. Now set the sail to quarter mast, We'll jump the ship we'll sink 'em fast. Men follow me to victory, Right at the sun, right at the sun. And to the cannons roar, Their bodies dance ashore. A Pirates life for me We are just what you see. Sail with me into the setting sun, The battle has been won but war has just begun. And as we float emotion starts to die. We need to find a way just to keep our desires alive. Slow Dance If you pull too hard Then the string will break. And if you leave the slack Then the string won't hold. So how can we find ourselves Trapped in our own private hells Where we just scream but no one can hear 'X' marks the spot where the dig begins The treasure is found within The broken hearts that are soaked with fear. Fill the glass to the brim And it will spill out. And keep on sharpening the knife, And it will, it will be so blunt. So how can we find ourselves Trapped in our own private hells Where we just scream but no one can hear 'X' marks the spot where the dig begins The treasure is found within The broken hearts that are soaked with fear. To be at one with all your life [screaming] So how can we find ourselves (So be) Trapped in our own private hells (at one) Where we just scream but no one can hear (with all your life) 'X' marks the spot where the dig begins (And do) The treasure is found within (without) The broken hearts that are soaked with fear (doing a thing) Don't try too hard to understand Or you'll miss the, miss the point at hand. Choke On This Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that infests my sheets can't make a wife out of a whore, don't want your skin on me And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust A de-tox in the cold sweat of shame and i love your pain I gave you these roses now but i left in the thorns I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel I'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf So this love's been worn down, like songs on a tape The sex has lost all of its fun, like gum loses taste And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust, A de-tox in the cold sweat of shame and i love your pain I gave you these roses now but i left in the thorns I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf I'm here back in your bed babe Remember what you said to me "You can be my james dean, I'll be your sweet queen" I said that you were my first, but you weren't even close now Like a frame in a movie, you're just one of many Can you grant me one last wish Play russian roulette as we kiss I'll be your cheap novelty Blow your brains, oh baby I gave you these roses now but i left in the thorns I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf NJ Falls Into The Atlantic And it's 4am and we will stalk again The princess and her bitter queen. On the 4th day of July Deep in summers eye, Naked like the truth should always be. So speak your knives. (Don't follow, with your foot) All this pain here, (All comes from your dry lung) I won't listen (Your rhetoric is fleeting) My lies are fixed with glue. Coming straight from off the water Sunburned face and drunken father Crying as she's carving in her flesh. And it's 4am and we will stalk again The princess and her bitter queen. On the 4th day of July Deep in summers eye, Naked like the truth should always be. This false art (Of palm trees and trash heaps) This burning bed (Where my ghost will now sleep) Watching romance from a far seat Bleeding from the glass on my feet Learning that I love the smell of flesh. And it's 4am and we will stalk again The princess and her bitter queen. On the 4th day of July Deep in summers eye, Naked like the truth should always be. An angel on his two knees Arms stretched towards the red sea Of violence and a sultry tongue The scenic view of carnage 'Caused by the sword in his hands The beauty resonates in birth. It's plain to see the wind beneath the trees. Flowing free, the summer breeze is sweet. I lay in space choked by my own air. I love the taste of your blackened lips. And it's 4am and we will stalk again The princess and her bitter queen. On the 4th day of July Deep in summers eye, Naked like the truth should always be. Let It Enfold You So the lie now is my weapon Like a bush dried withered in the sun With this spark I'll go up in flames. I'd lay my guts out but they're too small to see It's kinda cute how I pretend to be Everything but the instrument I am. Peace and happiness So let it enfold you A birth to life is what I'm after My first name won't be my last one Let the light just drip into your eyes. So it's true my words are contrived I tell lies just to get into your mind I'm as fake as a widow's smile. This mask of glass is what I choose to wear So I won't ever have the need to bear The total truth to anyone but me. Peace and happiness So let it enfold you A birth to life is what I'm after My first name won't be my last one Let the light just drip into your eyes. I'm just a bad actor stuck with a shitty script All of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak There was no music for the first time I got kissed There was no femme fatal, my mistress wasn't rich. So I've been formatted to fit your TV screen The film went straight to tape, I'll bow out quietly. So quietly. So quietly. Please do this now I beg Duct tape my arms and legs Throw me into the sea (Please save me, please save me) [x2] Now watch the waves eat me Setting my cold heart free I'll wash ashore in weeks (You can't save me, can't save me) Now watch the waves eat me Setting my cold heart free I'll wash ashore in weeks (You can't save me, you can't save me now) Irony Of Dying On Your Birthday Just know we don't astound in time so follow your bliss, and destroy the beauty. I’ll lock myself alone and I will drink until the glass flies through me just to pay the bill and some paper. And maybe I dont understand so pour another please This should foul up the person that i long to be. I write it down, every word I say A fucking rock star, I want to die like one everytime Just a fake, in disguise So pour some fame in my glass. So kill the forrest, and destroy the beauty. Ill lock myself alone and I will drink until the glass flies through me just to pay the bill and some paper. And maybe I dont understand so pour another please This should foul up the person that i long to be. (Colors blind) the eyes. (Self defend) the ear. (Flavors now) the taste. (Suffocates) the mind. I would take someone with a switchblade knife So that I can see their pain. I used to be a serial killer cause the victims don't get any fame. Ill lock myself alone and I will drink until the glass flies through me just to pay the bill and some paper. And maybe I dont understand so pour another please This should foul up the person that i long to be. Just know we don't, astound in time. Angela Baker And My Obsession With Fire I won't forget the day that, that I came to And I started thinking that there's more Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons And all I ever wanted was someone to knock me back to the bliss of ignorance 'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic. And so I'm here to say That thoughts in bed with pain. I won't forget the day that, that I found God In a kitchen knife now and on my arm So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life And tell myself this pain is the pain I love As I swallow the pills of happiness And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake And so I'm here to say That thoughts in bed with pain. I stand outside my pretty house I light a match to start the fire I call the cops to let 'em know It's 22 Walthery Ave. I thought I wanted this. I thought I wanted this. (I'm here to say) I said I wanted some more attention I thought I wanted a story ending. (I love the pain, I hate the pain) I just give in. (I love the pain, I hate the pain) I think that the truth is I'm scared I think that I'm just scared to live I think that the truth is I'm scared I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate. Martini Kiss There's poison in my drinking glass Don't stop just sip it down And in a swirling masquerade of sound My body hits the ground I'm beautiful when I'm asleep Martini kisses land On my blistered bloody scarlet lips The bottles in my hand Burn out, not fade away [x6] I'll speak in riddles so you can understand I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen So in love with me like sand to wet feet I'll write both our names into the wet concrete We're glistening like silver spoons Beneath the summer night Oh can you smell the subtle hint of frost As the flowers start to cry The autumn winds are bringing graves To all the emerald trees They're so beautiful in their dismay The colors slowly bleed Burn out, not fade away [x6] I'll speak in riddles so you can understand I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen So in love with me like sand to wet feet I'll write both our names into the wet concrete The pawns will fade away (Burn out, not fade away) (Burn out, not fade away) The kings at his checkmate (Burn out, not fade away) (Burn out, not fade away) And I sit here with a sick grin Choking as I laugh until I die. 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